Grow

Do you ever wonder how you fell in love,

The moment the first time you realized that they were the one.

And how all the ideas of living together raced across your mind.

You live each day waiting for a chance,

To merely seek a chance for just a glance,

Or maybe even a soft whisper of their voice in your ear,

Because their voice make you disappear.

So you remember the time when you fell in love,

But what about the time that your love grew?

The feeling that you get when you fall in love over and over again.

That is the feeling you seek,

For it’s the feeling that keeps one at peace.

Falling in love will only lead you to the bottom,

While growing in love will raise you to the top.

But finding that is the hardest thing to do,

But lucky for you I have found that feeling.

It has been growing in me since I was young.

A feeling that until this day it keeps on growing.

A feeling I feel will never grow old.

For the love of my life will never go away…

Voyage

Lost in this new world,

Need to start a new voyage.

Wanted to explore the seas,

But that exploration has already been made.

Something deeper,

Not talking about the depths below.

More the exploration within,

One could get lost in their own mind,

And take a voyage to find their way back.

I am on that voyage,

For I once thought that I was lost,

Only to find my way back on the right path.

Obstacles got in the way that forced me into going in the wrong direction,

But God has helped me find the way.

Back doing what seems right,

What always felt good.

The opportunity is there for the taking,

Just have to stay focused.

Can’t let the temptations stray me away,

From the destination that is set.

It has taken this long for me to get back on track,

And I am afraid to get lost.

I must keep my faith strong and trust in the Lord,

For with his help I know I won’t stray off too far.

True Love

Once again I’m stuck in this world of love,

Only this time with one that I thought that was lost.

Old memories,

Time to reminisce.

The times that we once shared I truly enjoyed,

Now I am reuniting with what lost me in life.

My first love,

My true joy.

Oh how I have longed for this feeling,

The feeling of rejoice.

Out in the open,

Just you in my mind,

With no worries.

A smile on my face when the thought comes up,

I don’t want to let go of this feeling inside.

I’ve missed it for too long to make this short,

So I’m going to try not to give up.

I had once given you my all,

And its time for me to yet do that again.

For you are the thing I cherish most.

Just a few weeks away before I feel the intensity rushing through my veins,

And it’s a feeling that will only build up until the moment is right,

My love,

My life,

How I’ve missed you so,

Now it’s time to let go,

And enjoy this ride for as long as I can,

For baseball is always looking for a new man.

Good-Bye

This shall be the last of my works,

For the story has come to its dreadful end.

My words weren’t enough to change a heart,

Now I must flow in a river full of hard luck.

I live with no regrets,

Nor words not being said.

For I said what I had to say,

And I did try my best.

Guess I couldn’t get past the rest.

Its all over,

Dead and gone,

But I will keep my head up and stay strong.

I hate feeling this way,

The feeling of defeat,

But I guess you lose some battles in order to stand on two feet.

So I’m done with this,

Time to move on.

I have already played all my cards.

I am not the champion,

Someone else took the prize,

Guess this is my final good bye…

Sky

The month almost over,

Yet these feelings stay true.

Thought that by now I would be over you,

Guess it’s a feeling that won’t go away,

For in my heart I want it to stay.

Fill my day with hope,

Only to be shot to the ground.

This feeling seems to be like a merry-go-round.

It happens day to day,

Comes back then goes away.

My mind and my heart of tired of this game,

But I just wish it would all go away.

Why did I start?

Why did I give in?

For it was me who wanted to dive in.

I should have kept this feeling to myself,

To save me the trouble.

But now I feel like the dirt under rubble.

I pray for hope,

I pray for change.

There is only one person who can save me from this twist,

But they won’t…

Don’t think they realize the game that they play,

Because I think this is excitement to their day.

So until they realize the harm that is done,

I will still keep on feeling like a bum.

And until that day when we see eye to eye,

I will continue to fall from the sky.

No Harm

This feeling just won’t go away,

The harder I try to fight it the more it wants to stay.

Words are spoken,

But no actions are taken.

I am to blame for this feeling inside,

For it was I who sparked the fire to arise.

But you keep the flame going,

Even when it seems to die out.

For some reason I think you don’t want it to go out.

I try to force myself to think of other things,

But I can’t help to think of what wonders it might bring.

To have you by my side,

The one to call my own.

Your superman,

The one to grow old.

This feeling inside grows by day,

And it marvals me to think that you might feel the same way.

But there are objects in the path that I take,

For it kills me to see you grow farther away.

It seems like you pull me only to push me back,

Why does it seem like I’m the one on the side,

The one you wish you could be with but won’t even try.

You know you want change,

And I know you want comfort.

I can be the one to give you those things if you just stop pushing me under.

I know I am different,

I know what I can do.

And you know that I will always be true.

You know this because I have told you the truth,

And I am a man of my word when I say things that I’ll do.

Don’t give me your life,

I just ask for your heart,

And a chance to show you that I will do it no harm.

Stress

Then mention of your name brings a smile to my face,

The feeling of your touch just warms me up.

The look in your eyes shine like the stars in the sky,

Your beauty is something that I’ll never be able to forget.

To me your perfect in every way,

I know God made no mistake.

Your one of a kind,

And your always on my mind.

Yet there seems to be some kind of stress…

I can proclaim all this greatness,

As well as dream and hope.

But nothing will be certain if your still stuck in a hole.

I know you’re in thought,

And it might seem hard.

But just realize how far you have grown apart.

You bring me your life,

And all its struggles.

And I do nothing but endorse them and give you comfort.

I don’t know how many people you say those things too,

But I know that deep down inside you feel the way I do.

Don’t be scared to let go of something that seems true,

It doesn’t help if you don’t feel the way he do.

Let your heart speak without letting it think,

Because you don’t have to be stuck in race that you can’t win.

You tell me good night like a good friend should do,

But I feel like there is something else that you want to say too.

Don’t be afraid to let go of something you’re used too,

Because I won’t let you go through it blue.

I’ll be with you every step of the way,

Supporting you in every which way.

For I am your life line,

Your gateway to help.

And I will always be there relief your stress.

Game

My heart is pounding,

Can’t control the tempo,

Clock is winding down,

Vision is so blurry,

Mind is going in circles,

I don’t think I can deal with all the ruckus in this place.

So much pressure,

So much pain,

What were to happen if I blew the game…

Don’t want to lose,

Can’t afford to quit,

But what were to happen if I came up short again…

I’d be left alone,

With no one by my side.

It was you who I was playing for this whole time.

I don’t know what I’d do if I were to lose another game,

But I will be back to try this again some day.

Passion

These thoughts in my head won’t let me go to bed,

So much stress in my life it has me thinking twice.

I wonder if I did the right thing,

Because my mind is going off into countless spins.

One day I think this and the other I think that.

Why does my mind keep going off track.

I want to stay focused I want to stay true.

But I think I know what is causing me to swerve.

There is a feeling inside me that just won’t go away,

And that is because I think about it everyday.

I don’t know why I do,

But I know this feeling is true.

I just hope one day you see it too,

Because it kills me inside to know this things.

The deep feeling I have that just won’t go away.

I miss you when I don’t see you,

I love it when your there.

But I don’t think you realize the passion that is there.

I’ll give you everything that you could ever want.

And I’ll be the one who will take your heart.

Just give me a change to show you the way,

And I’ll show you that I am here to stay.

Right

Open like an eagle’s wings,

Free like a fish out at sea.

Proud like a lion out in the wild,

You always seem to make me smile.

Beautiful in my eyes in every way.

You never fail to take my breath away.

Perfect smile to go along with a perfect style.

Undefined and one of a kind,

Someone like you is hard to find.

Royalty in every aspect of life,

Someone should treat just right.

Know

Don’t want to push you,

Cause I don’t want to lose you.

But it seems like every decision I make is the wrong one.

If I talk to you I want you more and more,

If I try to avoid you I miss you more and more.

It’s a battle that I cannot win,

For you are the one who must decide if I should stay.

I don’t know what you think,

Because you make me so confused.

I just want to be able to understand you.

You’re a very nice person,

One who I adore.

You talk to everyone and your not ignored.

Yet for some reason I get this strange vibe,

That deep down inside you want to cry.

Don’t be scared to let your emotions out,

For it’s the only way I will be able to hear you out.

I just want the truth no matter how weird it might be,

You never know what might happen unless you face reality.

Let it all out no matter how wrong it might be,

I just want to know if there is a chance that you’ll stand by me.

Truth

The mention of your name ignites the fire to the blaze,

A blaze that could keep me warm in an cold arctic day.

You run through my mind like a horse in the plains,

Yet you keep me guessing like a game of charades.

I know I’m sarcastic and I seem mean at times.

But that’s just a cover for what I truly feel inside.

Don’t know how to explain it,

Don’t think words can paint it true.

But no action will happen as long as you don’t stay true.

No matter the outcome,

May it be a leap of death,

I will fall with you if it means that you’ll do your best.

I’m willing to help,

And also to lose.

But a game requires at least two.

So tell me the reason,

Tell me the truth.

Because I will never find out unless I hear it from you.

Open up your mind,

Yet speak with your heart.

And trust in me that I wont let you fall apart.

So tell me your worries,

Tell me the truth.

And know that I will always be here to help and guide you.

Friend

A smile on my face,

From ear to ear.

The thoughts in your head are starting to become clear.

The grin on your face,

The sparkle in your eyes.

Makes me have butterflies inside.

Don’t think I’ll forget you,

Nor think I’ll go away.

I will be the one here for you,

You just have to call my way.

I’ll listen to you talk,

And jus sit there amazed,

For the tone of your voice takes my breath away.

Your look is so simple,

Your smile so complete.

I look at you different every time I blink.

Amazed by your beauty,

Blown away by your style.

And I can only imagine how to make it worth wild.

A friendship we trust,

And longing something so much more.

Future

Live Laugh and Love,

A phrase that never seems to be lost.

The feeling I had has grown away,

I’ve expressed what I needed to say.

And though I heard what I did not want to hear,

This feeling inside will always be near.

You filled me with lies,

And false hopes,

But I shall move on and strive for a better host.

One that will be true,

And dear to my heart.

One that won’t let me fall apart.

The one that one day I’ll call my own.

The lucky one to be the lady at the throne.

The queen in my life,

My partner in crime.

Someone to myself until the end of time.

Yours

It kills me to say that I know we can’t be,

My thoughts towards you felt so complete.

I don’t want to feel what I feel inside,

Because slowly this pain will kill me inside.

You run through my mind everyday,

Especially since I gave myself away.

You don’t know what you do to me,

You don’t know how I truly feel.

I just know deep down inside this feeling is real.

I know I can’t have you,

I know this is true,

But why do I feel this way if I know it can’t come true.

I feel like I’m on a journey to the end of all time,

That is until you stop and turn and no longer say good bye.

Waiting for the day you say hello,

And hoping for the day you stand under the mistletoe.

Just so I could hold you in my hands,

And be lucky to say that I am your man.

Mixed

I thought it was over,

This feeling inside.

The flame still lit,

And a spark still inside.

Don’t know how to react,

Because you seem to fall back.

Though you pull me in,

And for what?

So you could pull me down,

And throw me to the ground.

Why do you bother to sweet talk me in,

When you’ll spit me out and leave me to sin.

Just hear me out and give me a chance,

I know that I am better than the rest.

But I guess that I will never be able to contest.

Seasons

Its funny to me to feel like we can almost be,

Something that is full of uncertainty.

We talk and laugh,

Yet nothing seems to last.

You share your stories,

And how you’ve been.

You share your dreams,

And what you want to be.

Yet for some reason we cannot be.

This is something that is contradicting.

You may feel likes its out of reach,

But all you have to do is leap.

I’ll be waiting to catch your fall,

Much like the winter does to the fall.

And when spring and summer come back around,

You will know that I will be here to stick around.

Toy

This feeling that I have just won’t go away,

And the things you do just make it stay in place.

I want to let go because I know I can’t have,

But someone is telling me that I must still grasp.

Ever wanted to hold on to something that you could not have?

Like when you’re a kid and mom and dad make you mad,

When they wouldn't let you get the toy of your dreams,

Now your by yourself with an empty dream.

Ever wonder how your life could have changed if you had that one toy?

Well I still wonder because I won’t leave the store.

Feeling

I want to be able to hold you,

Hold you close and never let go.

I want to share secrets and thoughts,

As well as laugh and cry.

But there is something holding me back,

Something that I cannot change.

And that is a feeling that must grow in you day by day.

A feeling that has grown in me but I cannot see,

The damage it has brought within me.

There is a desire for something that I cannot have,

And it will grow until the hole has collapsed.

This feeling in me is hard to bear,

I just wish that it was you who would stare…

You

Pure like spring water,

Gentle as rain,

Free like an eagle,

Yet wild like a mane.

Tough as nails,

Though nice like a kiss.

You run through my mind like a horse in the plains,

Yet your as far as the moon and it brings pain.

Falling

My mind is like a foggy day,

The light don’t seem to illuminate the way.

My vision is blurry,

And my head not screwed on straight.

How can I feel for something that I cannot have?

Is this feeling even right or will I grow out of this fad?

I think and I ponder of what it could be,

So I sit there and wait like the leaves on a tree.

Wait until the day that I fall from the branch,

And fall right into the palm of your hand….

My Burn

There is a blaze deep inside,

Much like a campfire burning outside.

The warmth of your presence fills me with joy,

Just like a baby with its new toy.

I sit back and wonder of what it could be,

Much like a child who stares out to sea.