Feeling

I want to be able to hold you,

Hold you close and never let go.

I want to share secrets and thoughts,

As well as laugh and cry.

But there is something holding me back,

Something that I cannot change.

And that is a feeling that must grow in you day by day.

A feeling that has grown in me but I cannot see,

The damage it has brought within me.

There is a desire for something that I cannot have,

And it will grow until the hole has collapsed.

This feeling in me is hard to bear,

I just wish that it was you who would stare…