Shy

Stressing over nothing,

Have nothing going on.

But something is buggin’,

What the hell is going on?

Why do I think,

About things I can’t control.

Letting life get a little out of control.

Need to take a step back,

And just take it easy.

Fall back and breathe,

This might not be easy,

So why am I so scared,

Scared to find out the truth,

Why must I hide my feelings,

Why can’t I stay true.

I put up a wall when I am around you,

Can’t explain it,

Don’t know why it happens,

Shy I am,

Scared I shall be,

These things you might not believe,

I put up a front so others don’t see the real me.

I just want to ask you,

But I am afraid of what the answer might be,

Even though I have a feeling it won’t be in favor of me,

I get a mixed vibe,

Weird emotions from you,

But I don’t really know because I never approached you.

Keeping my distance from what I think will be,

Just because I know how I will be,

So scared I shall stay,

Shy I will be,

Until I build up enough courage to ask thee.