Strange Thoughts

Been a while since one came out,

I have had no random thoughts to let out.

My mind has been empty or preoccupied,

Not much to say nor much to do,

I have been wondering about things to do.

Don’t know if I should continue or just let it loose.

But something tells me that I should stay and hold on for truce.

Lots on my mind with no place to go,

These thoughts in my head I just can’t let go.

I do not know why but these thoughts are just there,

Its funny because the feeling that I once had is no longer there.

Its crazy how you notice a few things and things can just change.

The erg of talking to you is no longer there,

The feeling of wanting to see you is something I can withstand.

Life has given me a few more window to look through,

And the things I see seem to be good.

Lovely visions are all I see,

And that is something I look forward to meet.

Opportunities arise,

Paths to follow,

Some I might have to travel going solo,

Others I will be helped along the way,

While some I will find a partner,

That will stay and fight to save my day.

It’s hard for me so see myself the way I see me now,

I have never felt this way before,

And I don’t like to be seen with a frown.

I want to stay happy and in a good mood,

So I try to find ways to spark up ugly news.

Reality kicks in,

And I realize a few things,

Some day I will find you,

And you will be within,

Within arms that love you and a heart that will never give in.