Kingdom

Like horses out the stable,

Emotions running wild,

I don’t know why I do it,

Try to talk and say how nice.

I am not going to change who I am,

Not for no one can’t you see,

Your not special,

I’m going to be me.

Either you take me for who I am,

Or just leave me alone.

I am not the one to play games,

I have grown too old.

I try to be nice,

And say hello.

Yet you turn and yell as if I was out of control.

I don’t get your theory,

I don’t get your reason.

Why can’t you be honest and tell me your true feelings.

I know I’m not perfect,

I know you have miscues.

But that is stuff to work on,

We could do that between the two.

Only if you would allow me to help you out,

I know you would help to straighten me out.

Can’t do this alone,

It’s not a one way street,

Takes two to tango,

But only one to retreat.

We are both adults,

You can tell me the truth,

Why must I bother with someone who treats me like shoe,

Am I that gullible to your words,

Or is it that I am infatuated by the looks I observe.

Still have to figure out the truth to my words,

But for some reason I can’t put together enough nerve.

I’m still lost in my own train of thought,

For you still look with worry in your heart.

I know what I have to say,

And I know what you want to hear,

I just can’t imagine if what I dream is not real,

Don’t want to be shot down like a plane in a war,

Or be buried like a dog with its bone,

Want to sore in the sky like an eagle lives,

Want to roam the ocean like the whales.

But I want to be a pack and not be alone,

So more like a wolf who never hunts alone.

Or maybe a lion with the queen to his throne,

And may the Sahara be the kingdom you roam.

I don’t want to imagine me being alone.