My Story

Inspired by a friend…

Drowning in confusion,

Lost in the dark,

Must cross the Ring of Fire,

Or go off on an expedition across the sea.

Half way across the world,

Is where I might find you,

Maybe that is where you will be.

But in what state of mind,

My head won’t be clear.

Excommunicated,

Lost in my own world,

Thought you were my everything,

I gave you my whole world.

But it seems you threw it all away.

I could be mistaken,

There is still hope.

Only because I love you too much to just let go.

Don’t want my time to be wasted,

I just want to know,

How much do I have to work to get a simple hello.

I understand that your busy,

But I feel so lost.

I thought we were a team,

But you just took off.

How can one be apart of something that the other wants nothing of.

Growing tired of your games,

And tiered of your lies.

I want something more but you just push me aside.

I want to move on but I am holding on to hope.

But the hope is slipping like a rope.

Farther and farther you seem to go,

I don’t know how much longer my grip will hold.

Thought was we had was meant to be,

But by the looks of it I guess it was just a fantasy.

I know my dreams,

I know what I want to do,

I just thought one day I could share them with you,

But as of now my life is on hold,

Because the one that I thought I loved is going overboard.